Coming Back

It's been a while.

It's been hideous, these past few months. I've gotten lost in the hectic chaos that my job is, not giving my self time to grow and develop in the fields of professionalism I want to. I realized this some days ago.  It was quite unsettling, and inspiring at the same time.

I had gotten off the bus, and was walking towards the site where I spend so many of hours in hellish lethargy (my job), when it hit me. I was wasting my time. Sure enough, I was earning money, but why wasn't I investing that money in my development and growth? Why was I not writing, planning outlines, furthering my projects, and even developing new skills? Why did I forget I want to change the world?

Just thought you'd like to know I've decided to learn to draw. I've set plans for my projects, and visualized them in the future. I know what forms they will take and what they are meant to do. I know how each will influence people, what they are intended to inspire, and their roles in my plans.

I have visualized my self, my person. Perhaps not phisically, but I do know what I want to achieve, and the goals I want to reach. I have remembered the place I want to reach, and will regain the path to it.

Time has been lost. I hope I have still enough to regain it.